I miss you so much. You were the one person i could always count on to understand me when things were going rough, and you always accepted me for who i was, even when nobody else could. Well, Mom, things have finally been looking up for me. My life has been getting better and i just wish you were here to share my happiness with me. I think about you all the time, and carry your picture and your memory with me always. I know you would be proud of me, and that keeps me going even when other people try to tear me down. You were my best friend, even when we didn't get along. I miss your smile and your laugh so much. Sometimes i catch myself laughing like you, and it's almost like you're really here again. I still feel like none of this is real...maybe that makes me crazy. But i guess i just feel your presence so strongly, it's hard to believe you're really gone sometimes. I wish our family wasn't so broken....we all kind of joined together there for a minute, then fell back apart. I've learned to let it go so it doesn't destroy me. You and i were always big on family. Anyway, i miss you. Love ya, bye.
Your son,
Jaxx
